Something Beautiful

So, I got the bug. The one that's been going around at my school. You don't actually vomit, but you really wish you could. It's a great one...lol. I was home all day yesterday, tried to go to church last night, and stayed about 15 minutes. I pretty much slept all day yesterday, so then last night I couldn't sleep. For a minute there, we all wondered if I was pregnant.  I was only half disappointed that I wasn't. Something in me lately has been wanting another child. Hannah is absolutely wonderful, but I feel like our family is still incomplete. We've always wanted our little Noah, and sometimes the urge is strong. I miss being pregnant (sometimes)! I know this is the wrong financial time for us, though. We would have to move into a bigger house, etc., etc. But tell that to my "mommy heart".

I am too much of a "kid person" to stop at one child myself. And Daniel has never wanted Hannah to be an only child. The title of this post is a song that's stuck in my head, but it's also my heartbeat. I want what God wants for my life, and He takes my pieces, my ideas, my "plans"-and works His plan. He turns it into something beautiful. So, we will move into a bigger house...when God says it's time. We will have a bigger church, be paid for our ministry at the church, have jobs and better jobs, and have more children...all in God's timing. I have tried life my way too many times before, and God's way is just so much better!