Something Good

I don't know what it is, but I just feel this MAJOR expectancy that something good is about to happen to me. I think it's my faith rising up in anticipation of God's blessings coming. I cannot WAIT to see what He is going to do. We have been through so much this year, but it has been amazing how my faith has been strengthened. I asked God a long time ago to make me a woman of faith, more so than I was. I knew I loved Him and served Him, but I wanted stronger faith in His ability to take care of me. He is giving me that.

When I went through all of the health problems....from the dizzying headaches....to the blood clot....to the scarlet fever.....and the back issues.....I had fear some of that time. Actually with the blood clot, there was ALOT of fear. But then towards the end (coincidence?.....no) of all the sickness I just said to Him-"God, heal me...I know you can." And that was that. My body was under strain, but my faith has been strengthened through that.

When I lost my job, I was scared, angry, confused, humbled, humiliated....etc.....etc. But through that ordeal, He has shown me more of who He is than I ever thought possible. He has taken me out of my comfort zone, shown me that I can take it day by day and be just fine. He has shown me that He can care for and provide for my family...He doesn't need my help! I always had to have a plan, had to be in control. But God is showing me that HE CAN handle my life...much better than I can. He knows me and He loves me, and as my friend Joey says "He's got it in the bag". This post may seem really random, but God is just blowing my mind right now. The thoughts (and the excitement) are coming quicker than I know how to express. So folks, hold on for the praise reports...there are many more coming!